So there's this party that I'm supposed to be going to tonight, but I don't really know if I can go.
It's for this girl Carol I dated a while ago, and things went pretty insane after we broke up. She moved away a while ago, but she still visits sometimes. Before she came out last August, we had managed to talk sometimes and she apologized for all the horrible shit she'd put me through and that she's still been in love with me this whole time. She seemed really sincere, so I believed her and we hooked up when she came out. To not make this back story too long I'm just gonna come out and bluntly say that I am insanely in love with this girl.
But she's got this problem where she doesn't quite think her ideas through before she acts on them. For instance, one night last August when I had snuck out to her house as usual, she forgot to tell her sister that I was coming over. So in order to not get in trouble, she decides to hide me in the garage when her sister gets home instead of rationally explaining that she had forgotten to tell her about me. I ended up getting found out and she ended up locked in the garage for two hours as punishment. She also has more subtle lapses in judgment, like telling me stories about whichever guy she's dating, when she knows damn well how jealous I get and I have told her several times that I'd really rather not hear about it.
She had a moment like that today. Last night her sister went to pick her up and bring her out here, with her boyfriend too. This morning she calls me and asks if I want to go over to her place and hang out with them. Now, I have already mentioned how jealous I am of this whole thing, and I'm pretty sure she's knows that I'm already going to have a hard enough time with them at the party, so I cannot possibly see her logic in asking me to spend even more time with them. Especially since I just got dumped two days ago by another girl that's also going to be at the party.
So basically I'm going to this party in about a half hour with the girl I love, her boyfriend, the girl that just dumped me for the most absurd reasons (that's a whole nother post), and a couple other people totally oblivious to the drama. This may possibly be the worst night of my life D=
It's for this girl Carol I dated a while ago, and things went pretty insane after we broke up. She moved away a while ago, but she still visits sometimes. Before she came out last August, we had managed to talk sometimes and she apologized for all the horrible shit she'd put me through and that she's still been in love with me this whole time. She seemed really sincere, so I believed her and we hooked up when she came out. To not make this back story too long I'm just gonna come out and bluntly say that I am insanely in love with this girl.
But she's got this problem where she doesn't quite think her ideas through before she acts on them. For instance, one night last August when I had snuck out to her house as usual, she forgot to tell her sister that I was coming over. So in order to not get in trouble, she decides to hide me in the garage when her sister gets home instead of rationally explaining that she had forgotten to tell her about me. I ended up getting found out and she ended up locked in the garage for two hours as punishment. She also has more subtle lapses in judgment, like telling me stories about whichever guy she's dating, when she knows damn well how jealous I get and I have told her several times that I'd really rather not hear about it.
She had a moment like that today. Last night her sister went to pick her up and bring her out here, with her boyfriend too. This morning she calls me and asks if I want to go over to her place and hang out with them. Now, I have already mentioned how jealous I am of this whole thing, and I'm pretty sure she's knows that I'm already going to have a hard enough time with them at the party, so I cannot possibly see her logic in asking me to spend even more time with them. Especially since I just got dumped two days ago by another girl that's also going to be at the party.
So basically I'm going to this party in about a half hour with the girl I love, her boyfriend, the girl that just dumped me for the most absurd reasons (that's a whole nother post), and a couple other people totally oblivious to the drama. This may possibly be the worst night of my life D=
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